You hear people telling you about how you have the power to change your thoughts and outlook but you don't really give it any consideration. Until you find youself in a place where you just feel stuck. Mentally exhausted from all the things you carry with you day to day. If you're like me it's the little shit. The mom who made the whole house breakfast but you. (boo) Or the next day it could be about the funds you need but severely lack. And then shit, by day 3 you're already trying to ignore the fact that the world is ignoring you. But all it really takes is a shrug. Damn, I really just got a 'D' on this paper! *shrug* Damn, I just spent the rest of my money on a god damn book for class! *shrug* Damn, literally all the people nearest me walked away and left me standing alone, *shrug*
Shrug shit off because if you can't it will drive you insane. The next time someone tries to make your day shitty, ignore them! They want you to react because they'll know they're in your thoughts. Excuse me, but I don't want negativity aka you in my thoughts. If you would like to self destruct you can do it on your own time and WITHOUT taking me with you.
I'm not like most of you, I can admit when I'm wrong. Why front? That's not cute. I admit that I take people too seriously and believe what they say to be their truth. I forget to factor in that everyone's in it for themselves and it's not always going to benefit me. Everything is a learning process down to the most unenjoyable experience one could go through, because at least you can say someone's shown you how you don't want shit to be. Pay attention when life is trying to tell you something. Save yourself the trouble of trying to squeeze into a place you're not supposed to fit. Wake up people, stop sleeping. This is the beginning for most of you! And even if it's not the beginning of your life per se, it can still be the beginning of something! The only end is death.
