NotEnough

"Homie, this here is pain. I'm speaking on this pitiful thang, That's now forever stained in the banks of my memory..and we'll never be"

BlindBaby

I manage to make

mistake after mistake

FeignToGain

Do you like this smile? I drew it just for you. I told you that I'm happy maybe this will make it true.

I drew myself a tongue and I forgot when I was young. Forgot about the cries that tried to choke life from my lungs. I like using it to speak, but mostly to force lies. I drew it long and strong to withstand all the goodbyes.

I drew tooth after tooth in search of the truth. I drew them bright white like moonlight on the roof. I bite down to keep certain words from spilling out. I have to grind them together or the pain will make me shout.

I drew a set of lips, the ones you kiss and then dismiss. They dictate each face I make, but I always feel like this. These lips don't do anything but get me into trouble. You don't do many things aside from remind me of the struggle.

So dont you love this smile I've been wearing all the while? Its as real as all the love I've ever received. Love and a smile are so easily believed.

RowingSong

Round the world and home again
That’s the sailor’s way

Faster faster, faster faster



There’s no earthly way of knowing

Which direction we are going

There’s no knowing where we’re rowing

Or which way the river’s flowing



Is it raining, is it snowing

Is a hurricane a–blowing



Not a speck of light is showing

So the danger must be growing

Are the fires of Hell a–glowing

Is the grisly reaper mowing



Yes, the danger must be growing

For the rowers keep on rowing

And they’re certainly not showing

Any signs that they are slowing

HelloLove

Be you so that I can be me, and then we can be us.
I know you've got it in you, I just don't know where you are.
I know that we can find ourselves, but first we must find each other.
In a town where everyone is SCARED, FAKE, & CONFUSED, it is only the thought of you that allows me to be brave, sincere, and understanding.
I have pushed my limits in your pursuit, forgetting you would never ask that of me.
I love you for who you are, wherever you are, and I can't wait for fate.
The anticipation kills me, but it is you that keeps me alive.
They've made me crazy, but the thought of you keeps me sane.
I would forfeit this game, if I didn't know you too were moving up the ranks to get to me.
I'll keep losing and learning so I can win with wisdom.
I smile when they leave because I know you are on your way.
I am patient.
This life is Christmas eve, and you are my Christmas morning.

BleedingLove

Heads up, TRUST your gut.

ScribbledConfession

I sometimes wonder what they'd do if they knew
Will they turn their backs to the facts or let me know its through
But I never meant to, it wasn't like that
I've been so full of myself, but now you see what I lack
The confidence the conciousness
The ability to say no over yes
I've succomb
to a greater force that's made me less
Now i run
From the reasons why I made this mess
I find comfort only in the lies i've told
Track 'em down build 'em up so I fit the mold
I am bipolar I am crazy I am depressed at what life's made me
I fight, I take flight, my life story is my plight
It's hard for me to smile in the face of all you liars
I see me in you, and I know it's true
Lying is all we know how to do
Lying holds me together, new age glue
If I didn't lie I wouldn't be fine
If I didn't lie it wouldn't be nice to see or meet you
But I greet you as if I am a fully trusting capable individual
What a load of bull
Next person I meet i'm saying
Hello names Cassandra, I advize you stay away
Cause if you're anything like the others you're sure to hate me one day
And hey.

Plz don't make up some sob story about how you can't talk to me. You wouldn't have shit to say anyway

I've arrived to this place by way of the stuggle, can't even say that I loved you
I'm stayin above you.
I traveled the beaten path, and veered off when you beat the last, ounce of hope for humanity,
out of me.
Watch out for these, words theyre backed by the absurd the careless occurrence that gives me reassurance.
Think you're doing the right thing til things get frightening,
so I'm lightning to these mics
I strike back twice as hard and raise the bar to bring these niggas up to par.
Don't call this a rap or act
Cause I speak from the cracks, embedded.
like you, eager too, for the truth.
Where I go from here no fear,
I got my water bottle full of tears
I'll quench my thirst with my hurt
No better revenge then the succession of my progression,
What's the lesson?
Never let another lessen you when they're less than true
to themselves, they live in hell
a place I will no longer dwell.

HonestAbe

"We should be too big to take offense, and too noble to give it."
Abraham Lincoln

IWish

5am wishes like lost lovers kisses, like a house with no dishes, like honest intentions, like favorable mentions, like freedom from tension, like weekend beligerance, like personal significance, like friends heaven sent, like love infinite, like feelings intermittent, like being newly smitten, like leading with wisdom, like a future and then some, like living freedom, Like needing a break from a wishing mind at five, I am.

SharkAttack

To see a shark in your dream, indicates feelings of anger, hostility, and fierceness. You may be an emotional threat to yourself or to others.  You may be going through a difficult, painful, or unpleasant emotional period.   Alternatively, it represents a person whom you see as greedy and unscrupulous. This person goes after what what he or she wants with no regards to the well-being and sensitivity of others. The shark may also be an aspect of your own personality which exhibit these qualities.

Your weird

Thx, means I'm doin somethin right

Closed mouths don't get fed

NeverSayNever

Never underestimate yourself. Never stop dreaming. Never take anyone for granted. Never fall for someone who can't catch you. Never neglect yourself. Never let distractions get the better of you. Never be scared to take chances. Never forget to own up to your decisions. Never put yourself or another in harms way. Never let the past overcast your future. Never hesitate to make a new friend. Never forget to appreciate. Never stray too far from those who love you. Never be scared to love. Never be scared to love again. Never stop learning, growing, living.

SolitaryConfinement

It isn't hard to hurt me. it's just hard for you to tell whether or not you've done so. There are things so far from the surface of me that even I don't know what I'm dealing with. Waters I don't can't test because they're too deep. But since I don't know how to ask for help, I'll be drowning and you won't have the slightest idea.

It's funny because the only thing that can help me is thing i've been terrified of for as long as I can remember.

Remind me to forget it

Unusual

It'll fade before I get to get ahold of that
Man I wish I could stop time like a photograph

pixar or dreamworks?

Pixar all day baby

Closed mouths don't get fed

Your a potential goddess.Did you know that?

Can I be the goddess of food? I've got a fat mentality

Closed mouths don't get fed

Your beautiful.Do you know that?

Who are you sweet stranger?

Closed mouths don't get fed

NoHesitation

Any other day, I woulda just let you pass me by

ChuuweexDrake

I keep seeing THE grossest shit. Like, I'd throw up if I weren't so busy laughing.

PaintThatShitGOLD

You hear people telling you about how you have the power to change your thoughts and outlook but you don't really give it any consideration. Until you find youself in a place where you just feel stuck. Mentally exhausted from all the things you carry with you day to day. If you're like me it's the little shit. The mom who made the whole house breakfast but you. (boo) Or the next day it could be about the funds you need but severely lack. And then shit, by day 3 you're already trying to ignore the fact that the world is ignoring you. But all it really takes is a shrug. Damn, I really just got a 'D' on this paper! *shrug* Damn, I just spent the rest of my money on a god damn book for class! *shrug* Damn, literally all the people nearest me walked away and left me standing alone, *shrug*
Shrug shit off because if you can't it will drive you insane. The next time someone tries to make your day shitty, ignore them! They want you to react because they'll know they're in your thoughts. Excuse me, but I don't want negativity aka you in my thoughts. If you would like to self destruct you can do it on your own time and WITHOUT taking me with you.
I'm not like most of you, I can admit when I'm wrong. Why front? That's not cute. I admit that I take people too seriously and believe what they say to be their truth. I forget to factor in that everyone's in it for themselves and it's not always going to benefit me. Everything is a learning process down to the most unenjoyable experience one could go through, because at least you can say someone's shown you how you don't want shit to be. Pay attention when life is trying to tell you something. Save yourself the trouble of trying to squeeze into a place you're not supposed to fit. Wake up people, stop sleeping. This is the beginning for most of you! And even if it's not the beginning of your life per se, it can still be the beginning of something! The only end is death.

JustToGetBy

Let me just go the rest of my life with my hands glued to my ears so no bullshit can ever get to me.

I want amnesia

Contra

Be good to yourselves when no one else will. At least you know it will be appreciated.

Receipt

Being comfortable around a person or people is sketchy and dangerous. You are essentially handing them you and hoping they won't throw you back. When the return rate is high, what are the chances of living comfortably? What are the chances of even bothering to show yourself?

WaitingOnTheWorldToChange

Why do people say/do so many hurtful things in this society! Someone fill me in. What do you get from making me feel like shit aside from the reassurance that you're an asshole? Stop walking on others to make yourself seem higher. Impress us all and do it by your own means!


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QuestionMark

Too near me not to hear me

Good,Bad,Ugly

every time i try to get a peace of mind,
niggas tryna get a piece of mine..
so i gotta grab my piece.

Surrealism

BeautifulStruggle

It feels so beautiful
Put it in a rhyme 'cause it feel so musical

Haiti

This shit makes me sick. I want to scream at the top of my lungs at everyone in this country who is so selfish and ungrateful. If i see one more tweet or fbook status that says 'HEY, we in America need money too!' im gonna get a gun registry and shoot you in the face. IF YOU CAN SIT ON A COMPUTER OR SOMEHOW STREAM TO THE INTERNET THAT YOU NEED MONEY, YOU ARE 129684651281268941x more fortunate than the people in Haiti, who are still WINDSPRINTING when water arrives to them a week after the earthquake. All we're worried about here is living up to the standard. All they're worried about is living. There are people dying from starvation and we're complaining about our recession. Did your lights come on this morning? What about your faucet? Thats what i thought. Stop being so naive and realize that this country we live in is the wealthiest in the world, yet we have the inability to comprehend sharing. Yes it is true, George Bush did take forever to respond to the disaster within our own boundary lines, and within 48 hrs we had relief being sent to Haiti. But honestly, Hurricane Katrina cant even come close to touching the misfortune of the present-day Haitians. They are living in their own fucking filth and babies are dying in the middle of the street and youd rather burn your last $10 on a sac of weed or a video game or something else retarded that you dont absolutely need. America needs to get its priorities straight.



The creator of the universe could have easily sent your soul somewhere like Haiti or Darfur, instead of to an excited little couple in America expecting a baby. Consider yourself lucky.

Over everyone

LetGo

I found this sheet of paper at my chiropractor's office in a place I usually overlook. It just so happens that on this day it caught my gaze, and I'm glad it did. It brought me peace to read this, and it may do the same for someone else. It is truth.


To "LET GO" does not mean to stop caring--it means I can't do it for someone else.
To "LET GO" is not to cut myself off--it's the realization I can't control another.
To "LET GO" is not to enable--but to allow learning from natural consequences.
To "LET GO" is to admit powerlessness--which means the outcome is not in our hands.
To "LET GO" is not to try to change or blame another--it's to make the most of myself.
To "LET GO" is not to 'care for'--but to 'care about.'
To "LET GO" is not to 'fix'--but to 'support.'
To "LET GO" is no to judge--but to allow another to be a human being.
To "LET GO" is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes--but to allow others to affect their destinies.
To "LET GO" is not to be protective--it's to permit another to face reality.
To "LET GO" is not to deny--but to accept.
To "LET GO" is not to nag, scold, or argue--but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.
To "LET GO" is not to adjust everything to my desires--but to take each day as it comes, and cherish myself in it.
To "LET GO" is not to criticize and regulate anybody--but to try to become what I dream I can be.
To "LET GO" is not to regret the past--but to grow and live for the future.
To "LET GO" is to fear less--and love more.

Slump

Sleepless nights got me forgettin what day it is..

DéjàVu

My win-loss ratio is too shitty for comfort right now

Runaway

People wonder why I keep so much to myself.
Honestly, its because if I told you guys half the shit I think about on a daily basis you'd have nothing to say to me.
So I have nothing to say to you.

LookingGlass

I don't even feel safe with my own thoughts. I'll explode soon

Feelin'It

You may not control all the events that happen to you, but you can decide not to be reduced by them.
-maya angelou

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